I have so much in my head to write and so little time to write it. So for the time being (since Scotty just started to cry again) Motherhood takes a lot of time. :)

Yesterday Scotty had his first photo session...he did a great job...here is a sneak peak

http://www.photosbytonya.blogspot.com/

Finally I got to hold my little boy. I had waited so long to meet him! I know it sounds crazy but I had this fear he would come out looking odd but he is the most adorable and beautiful baby I could have ever hoped for!


They wheeled me to my room and I spent the next 3 days in there. The nurses were wonderful! I had many embarrassing requests and was pretty much helpless for the first two days. I had to ask them to hand me my baby and put him back. Still I couldn't have been happier. Mike stayed with me and slept overnight at the hospital. It was such a special time with our family.


The Happy Family
Proud Daddy!
Grandma Watkins
Grandma Miller
Grandma Collier


Aunt Amber


Uncle Eric
cousin Lilly and Branson

I have wanted to post for several days now but explorer wouldn't allow me to log in...I finally had time to fix the problem. Anyhow onto the more exciting news!!!


Let's see a week ago we woke up very early and drove to the hospital. I had always imagined a somewhat frantic ride to the hospital. But we were allowed to enjoy the beauty of the morning sunrise and talk about what a special morning it was and how we would be a family of 3 in just a few hours. It was a very special drive. The sun was rising and the daybreak was incredible.
We arrived at St. Luke's about 6 am and they started hooking me up to all sorts of machines right away while Mike read a motorcycle magazine. He said he was looking for a bike to buy Scotty in the future.
Lets see next I was wheeled into the OR. What an experience. My first surgery! I was kind of hoping to skip that experience in life but hey the only way out of this was through it so I put on my brave face. They first gave me an anesthesia. It numbed me from the chest down. It was very weird! I could feel my legs were numb but could not feel when people touched me and I couldn't send any signals to move my feet or legs. I sort of got an idea of how a paralyzed person might feel. Not something I want to experience! Then I was hooked up to so many machines! They wrapped my legs to keep the circulation moving, put me on oxygen, gave me an IV, covered my head, put heart monitors on me and who knows what else! I felt like an alien.
The doctor asked me how it felt when they pushed on my stomach and I said, "Ok I will tell you when you push" and she replied, "good, I am pushing"...didn't feel a thing. All the while Mike was there with me. He peeked over the curtain and I asked, "Have they started?" He replied, "uh, no". As he later tells the story when he looked over the curtain the doctor had her arm up to the elbow in my stomach getting the baby out. The suction sound I heard immediately after told me they had already started. So strange to know what was going on but not feel a thing. Soon she announced, "It's a boy! time of birth 8:01 am" What sweet words to hear. And then to see him and hear him cry. Every woman dreams of that moment. The only sad thing was that I did not get to hold him right away. I saw all the nurses touching him and my husband got to hold him but I had to wait another hour till I was in the recovery room to hold him.
To be continued......